BTS' RM For Weverse
2020-11-28 04:15 pm
How do you feel about the unique approach you took to making your new album, BE?
RM: The other members were a ton of help to me. My lyrics made it on the album, but the music I composed didn’t, so I’m really thankful to the group for the music. “Stay” was originally going to be the title song on Jung Kook’s mixtape, but everyone liked it so much, and they all agreed to put that on our album. That’s how much influence they had. I’m really happy my room idea was chosen to be the album photos. Since we’re spending a lot of time in our rooms because of COVID-19, we laid out the idea of each of us decorating a room in our own style.
It’s well known that you like art and frequent exhibitions, but how do you feel when you look at art in your home or another space where there are no people, like in the album art?
RM: Someone said, “You don’t have to buy this painting; it’s yours so long as you’re looking at it.” That’s my favorite sound bite these days. What I most envied about painters was that, even after they died, their work would be hanging up somewhere, maybe even in another country, still defining that space. Musicians leave behind their songs and videos, too, but it’s only through fine art that viewers in the future are able to completely meet artists from the past. I’m envious that this is only possible for painters. These days I’m trying to find spaces where I can have more relaxed viewing experiences.
What effect do you think that type of experience has on your music? You didn’t compose any of the songs but instead participated in writing the lyrics to all of the tracks. Did that experience affect your lyric writing in any way?
RM: I think it’s helped me develop a way of thinking using all the senses. I used to be attuned to speech and focus on language and auditory textures, but now I can look at my thoughts from many different angles. That’s why I spend more time studying art now. I’m waiting for the day that it all comes to the surface, like when you paint the base on a canvas over and over so the colors pop. It’s hard to answer in one word if it has a direct influence on my work, but I think people who create music develop a way of seeing the world through their personal experience and their creative process. Painters naturally exhibit their art over a very long period of time. I think it gave me an eye for looking at the world in one long, continuous stroke. So now it’s become a little challenging for me to write lyrics these days. I’ve become more cautious.
Why is it so challenging?
RM: I used to have so many ideas pouring out that it was hard to pluck one out. So I would stack them up like a Jenga tower and ponder over which one to remove. But now, it’s hard to even add a block to the stack. I’m not sure why but, when I look at these artists whose works span their entire lives, I sense that the rhythm of my creativity is slowing down more and more. That’s the source of my dilemma. I’m only 27 years old. I still need to wander around and get tripped up a little. But am I just trying to imitate what the fine artists are doing? Or maybe BTS experienced so much in the past seven years, that now it’s time for us to take a breather? I’ve got so many questions, I feel like my hair’s turning white. That’s why none of my songs are on the album. I wrote some, but they were too personal to use there. I don’t exactly like myself like this, but I have to see through to the end in this direction and find the answer.
Maybe for that reason, your rapping has shifted focus to the lyrics more so than trend or musicality. It emphasizes the feeling of the words over a particular format or beat.
RM: Exactly. In—was it 2017? Pdogg was talking to Yoongi, Hobi and me about our style, and said, “Namjoon, it feels like you’re becoming a lyricist,” and it really stuck with me. I have a lot of thoughts lately when I watch Show Me the Money or listen to hip hop songs from the Billboard chart. My music started out all about my life as a rapper, so I spend a lot of time thinking about where I am now.
So you’ve started to ask yourself who you are as a musician?
RM: I listened to Lee So-ra’s seventh album again today. I keep changing my mind but, if I had to pick between her sixth and seventh album, I like her seventh a little more. And then I listen to the most popular songs on Billboard, and I feel kind of thrown off. Um … There’s something Whanki Kim said that’s been running around in my head lately: After moving to New York, he embraced the style of artists like Mark Rothko and Adolf Gottlieb, but then he said, “I’m Korean, and I can’t do anything not Korean. I can’t do anything apart from this, because I am an outsider.” And I keep thinking that way, too. That’s my main concern lately.
It reminds me of that part, “Running faster than that cloud of rain / Thought that would be enough / Guess I’m only human after all,” from “Life Goes On.”
RM: “Only human” sounds so appropriate for me right now. One time, I saw a dark cloud over the N Seoul Tower while I was walking along the Han River. I was with a friend and we talked about where the border between where it’s raining and where it’s not might be, and suddenly, we came up with the idea to run and find that spot. But after running for 10 minutes, the cloud was even further away than it had been. At that moment, the puzzle pieces snapped into place. You think you can go faster than that dark cloud? No. That’s what I realized then. And I just like what Whanki Kim said, that maybe I can’t do anything not Korean, because that’s what I am. I used to work late and then stay up all night when things weren’t working out, sometimes walking from Samseong to Sinsa station, thinking everything through. But now, like the saying, I realize that maybe I can’t do more than what I am.
Well then, how do you feel about BTS at the moment?
RM: BTS is … Well, it’s really hard to tell. (laughs) When BTS started out, I thought, “I know everything there is to know about BTS,” but now it’s, “I don’t know a single thing about BTS.” In the past, I felt like I knew everything, and that anything was possible. Call it childish or ambitious. But if I were to ask myself, “What is BTS to me?” I would say, we’re just people who met each other because we were meant to. But it feels like the stars aligned and a startup company became a unicorn, with perfect timing and lots of smart people. Looking back, there were a lot of ironies and contradictions in this industry. I thought I figured them out one by one, and then finally understood the whole thing. But now I feel like I don’t know anything at all. Anyway, to sum up: My young, reckless twenties. The events of my twenties. There were a lot of contradictions, people, fame, and conflict all tangled together, but it was my choice and I got a lot out of it, so my twenties were an intense but also happy time.
And what about you, as one individual person?
RM: I’m a real Korean person. (laughs) A person who wants to do something in Korea. I think millennials are charging into society stuck between the analog and digital generations, and what I chose is BTS. So I try to integrate myself into our generation, try to understand what people like me are thinking, and try to work hard to capture that feeling without being a burden on them. This might be another kind of irony itself, but this is who I am. I’m a 27-year-old Korean. That’s what I think.







Source: Weverse

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Date: 2020-11-28 05:15 pm (UTC)he has been beeefin up and he is WRECKING me
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Date: 2020-11-28 05:38 pm (UTC)But same, he's hot and smart, dangerous combination.
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Date: 2020-11-29 08:50 pm (UTC)lmao YES, he really decided to bulldoze into my heart with his brains and biceps UGH
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Date: 2020-11-28 06:16 pm (UTC)I also keep on forgetting that these men are millennials for some reason?
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Date: 2020-11-28 06:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-11-28 06:33 pm (UTC)He seems a bit directionless at the moment. Maybe it’s the upcoming hiatus that’s about to hit the group. Maybe it was the dogged pursuit of a BB #1 song and Grammy nom. Maybe it’s the pandemic slowing down the pace and giving (too much) time to reflect. He seems a burned out and questioning choices made. The Black Swan fatigue is lasting longer than thought.
I have noticed how little he’s written over the past 3 albums. It’s been as jarring as when YG stopped producing so many songs for them (the transition from an emotional inspiration to reflective contemplation wasn’t just from maturity but NJ having more influence over the musical direction). If Tear was supposed to be swan song, I wonder what would have happened if they had gone on a long break / short hiatus to regroup and rechart a new path following the Youth concept (which I felt ended with LY:A)? The contract renewal period seemed like a critical time for them and it seems they haven’t had time to fully sort out what that meant besides the money and a chance for history.
I’m not too worried about him but this interview (and some of the others) helped sift some of the thoughts I’ve had over the past year.
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Date: 2020-11-30 07:54 am (UTC)It's noticeable that most of them are burned out, especially him and Taehyung (his interview is really concerning). I do feel like NJ has let things go, even as the leader of BTS, a bit. I've noticed the burnout from their documentaries but of course the company stans would say that they're doing it for the fans.
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Date: 2020-11-28 06:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-11-28 07:52 pm (UTC)his interview was very interesting to read, he seems a bit lost atm
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Date: 2020-11-29 12:05 am (UTC)“I’m Korean, and I can’t do anything not Korean. I can’t do anything apart from this, because I am an outsider.” And I keep thinking that way, too. That’s my main concern lately.
I saw a lot of discussions about this line on twitter. They received so much success for Dynamite because it was a cute catchy bop, but mostly because it was in English. It sucks that this is their best known song when their other songs in Korean are so much better and they actually contributed to the creation of them. I can understand LGO not doing as well on the international charts, but I don't really understand why it's struggling against Dynamite on the local charts.
I remember Namjoon wondering if music really transcends language, because there are people who won't care to listen to a song if they don't understand the lyrics. I felt that because I know there are so many people who won't ever give their music the time of day just because they don't want to understand. I wish their work could be more appreciated, but they will be overlooked by the vast majority no matter what they do. I do hope more people become open to foreign music over time, but that is a bit of an uphill battle.
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Date: 2020-11-29 12:46 am (UTC)This is a great interview and I both love that sweater and know I could never afford it
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Date: 2020-11-29 08:45 am (UTC)I feel for them, it's obvious they're in a difficult position and have been for ages. It really seems like their success was kind of accidental (to them) and they feel completely unprepared for it, even as they're living it.
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Date: 2020-11-29 08:17 pm (UTC)