I love their logs because I feel like they're talking directly to me. And I think it must be a relief to them; to talk about their troubles in the open.
he really worries me too. especially after one of his posts in which he talked about running to clear his mind and crying when he did. he also talks a lot about feeling alone and i don't know i worry about him sometimes. it's lovely though hearing him say that he loves himself, but it kind of sounds like he's not a 100% behind his words. i don't know... maybe i'm reading too much into it.
He seems to get pensive and melancholy after big moments. You can tell he just wants to be liked, but he seems like the type to need constant reassurance. Overachievers are often like that. Always chasing the next achievement for outside approval. I'm glad that he said he loves himself too. Even if he's not 100% behind his words, at least he knows some of that should be coming from his own self.
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